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morning was beautiful,the sun shone brightly and the dogs were playing happilly
in the garden. Angie could not understand her parents.Why didn't they talked to
each other? Why didn't they even look at each other? Why such a strange and
unwelcome metamorphosis in their behaviour? Something was definitely wrong with
her parents.She desired to see them talking carelessly to each
other,smilling,laughing and kissing.The way as they always did.But not this
time.Why?...WHY?!...No,it was beyond her comprehension to deduct in her mind the
strange behaviour of her parents.She was still a child.
There was so much tension in the air,a sort of a very sour tension,that she
finally lost her patience.
-"Mom,dad! Why are you so strange today?! I don't like it!" - She said
angrily.Her eyes were lightnings at the moment.
Both parents looked at her,concerned. Helene van Veenen took one cigarrette out
of her Marlboro pack and lighted it up.Herman van Veenen reached voor a cigar
and also lighted it up.They never did it in her presence,especially while she
had a breakfast and it was yet another sign something was terribly wrong.There
were clouds of smoke around her mother and even more thick clouds of smoke
around her father. What was that unpleasant secret they were hiding from her?
She had no doubt it could only be a dready secret.Everybody would conclude it
while looking at her parents.And she knew them so good!
She noticed her parents looked at themselves so strangely and unfriendly! They
must have passed some message to each other because they were coming now to
her.They sat down and sipped their coffees for a moment. Angie's little body
shook or even shivered as if with cold.She felt her parents intended to confront
her with some awful truth,one which would destroy the innocence and carellesness
of her life as a child.She suddenly desired not to hear that truth.Fear spread
within her mind because she knew this wish was a dead one.
Helene van Veenen took one her hand to both her hands.
"Angie,your mom and dad no longer love each other.We're going to
split.We'll therefore sell our estate and our assets,and move away.But...don't
worry,you'll still see both of us,not at the same time,of course.Once you'll
stay with me, the other time with your daddy..."
A shock reverberated through her mind.She was unable to say anything and just
starred at them.Never ever did she imagine her parents might split.She heard
that strange word "divorce" and not just once but always looked at it
as some unwordly word from a distant planet.
She wanted to cry,she wanted to shout and...could not.She was unable to say one
word.What did she just hear was totally unacceptable.Her mother and father
apart? No! It had to be some cruel joke!
She looked up at her father.
-"Yes,Angie,your mother and I won't live together any more.But don't
worry,we'll care for you as much as always till now!"- Her father confirmed
the words of her mother.
No,it was a hell,it wa a hell in her little mind of a child.How could it be when
her parents loved themselves so much?! She saw them loving each other every
single day! Tears went down her cheeks like two most precious pearls in the
world.She felt an anger was growing up within her.She felt also some
determination engulfing her mind.
-"No,I don't agree!"- She said coldly.
Now her own parents looked like if they were kids and she the one from the world
belonging only to the adults.
-"What did you say?"- Her mother asked but looked down the floor when
confronted with her daughter's angry look.Both,Helene and Herman van Veenen
stopped smoking and looked at each other.Despite that they hated themselves this
time they felt deeply concerned about their daughter.She was the one who still
tied them to each other and what they just heard from her she did not accept
their decision.She could not block them from what they decided but feared at the
same time the events which lay ahead will have a profoundly negative influence
on the psychic well being of their daughter.Angie was going to pay the biggest
price,unfortunately. Because she loved them and could in no way apprehend how
was it possible her parents wanted to split.For them it was now so much easier!
Simply because they no longer loved each other but the oppossite,they hated
themselves.How incredible was that new feelling!So unwordly!
Angie stood up from behind the table and went to the bathroom.They heard the
noise of a key being turned in the lock.The conclusion was obvious:their
daughter locked herself in the bathroom.
-"What now?" - Helene van Venen asked without looking at her
husband.She felt too deeply concerned about her daughter to notice she actually
spoke to her husband.
-"She'll get over it.We've no other choice to do as the one which we just
outlined to Angie."- Herman van Veenen answered.
Helene van Veenen said nothing,reached just for another cigarrette and had a
look at the happilly playing dogs in the garden.
The animals! They were never concerned with anything! And always happy!
Long minutes passed and Angie was still in the bathroom.Half an hour followed
since she locked herself there and she was still there. Herman van Veenen
suddenly jumped of his chair."Shit!"- He just said and directed his
footsteps hurriedly towards the bathroom.Helene van Veenen were also off her
chair.This time they felt something was wrong.Something what concerned their
daughter.Herman van Veenen was already at the door which was indeed locked.
-"Angie,open the door!"- He ordered loudly.
-"Perhaps she wants to harm herself."- An agony was sculptured on the
face of Helene van Veenen.
Herman van Veenen took two or three steps back and then went at the door with a
brutal and violent strength.The door opened and what they saw turned their
insides upside down.Their daughter stayed in the bath full of water and kept her
father's razor pressed to her neck.
-"Don't come any step faurther,because if you do I cut my aorta!"- She
Helene van Veenen began to cry.
-"Angie,please,don't do it,you know I love you so much and I can't live
without you."- She begged her daughter spasmatically.
-"Angie,I love you,I love you,I love you...I'm dead if you harm
yourself.Don't do it,everything will be good again."- Herman van Veenen
begged her daughter as much spasmatically as his wife.
-"You love me?! Pfe!! I don't believe what you're both saying! Look at
yourselves! Yet yesterday you did loved each other and today you're unable to
look at each other.How can I then believ you ever loved each other or that you
really love me?!"
-"I love you,Angie.I really love you!"- Both,Helene and Herman van
Veenen hurried to assure their daughter,not hearing and seeing each other but
hearing,seeing and feeling their daughter.They would even go to the Moon for
-"No,you don't love me!"- She shouted back accussingly.
- "No,Kim,we love you!" - Her parents forgot they used a plural form
-"Well,if you love me,you stay together.You don't break up this our
A silence broke in the bathroom for a moment.The picture was dreadful: on one
side she,their daughter threatening to end her life and on the other side
they,her despairing parents to whom their lives would no longer have any sence
if their daughter layed violent hands on herself.The end of her life would be
the end of their lives.They looked at each other,the despair and love to their
daughter mixed with the hatred to themselves.They looked quite long time this
time at each other and felt some strange communication was being restored
between them.A moment later they already knew they were going to accept the
demand of their daughter.She and her life was most important.The rest was no
longer of such importance as they thought yet an hour earlier.They still could
adjust their lives to the new circumstances.There were many solutions.
-"I don't go away,Angie."- Herman van Veenen said,feeling strangely
that it was the accord which he just reached with his wife,just by looking in
-"I also stay,Angie"- Helene van Veenen felt calm and at peace once
-"Thanks,but if you cheat me,I swear,I'll do it!"- She warned them.She
threw the razor on the floor and got out of the bad.Her mother rushed to her
with a towel and put it around her.She began to kiss her,and while doing
Herman van Veenen took the razor from the floor and put it in the pocket of his
jacket.He returned to the table and lighted up a cigar.Helene van Veenen went
with Angie upstairs and twenty minutes later came downstairs with her.
-"We're going to the school.I'm back in a moment."- Helene van Veenen
told her husband and was not afraid to look in his thoughtful eyes.He turned his
head with understanding.
Angie came to him and kissed him.
-"Bye,daddy,I'm so happy we're together again".
-"Bye,Angie,take care of yourself.I wait for you."- He answered and
also kissed her.One thing he knew for sure.He did not plan to do any business
An hour later Helene van Veenen came back,got a cup of coffee,lighted up a
cigarette and approached the table behind which her husband still sat.
-"We have to talk."- She said.Strangely,she no longer felt the hatred
which consumed her yet this day.
-"Herman,I made terrible mistakes and you did the mistakes too.I
think,however,that there is no need for hatred between us,especially in the
light of the developments we encountered with our daughter and our promise to
her.I think furthermore that we can try to live together perhaps not the way as
till now,as a wife and a husband,but simply as friends.Why not? We expierenced
so much! We still can be friends!"
-"I agree with you! I no longer treat you as my wife,an angel,but as
someone I must deal my life with.Let's be friends,then!
-"And sex,Herman? Are we going to do sex?"
-"Right away,if you wish!"- He stunned her.They looked at each other
and felt wild fires,the same which must have consumed the first Neadernthaals,
burning more and more within their bodies.
And they knew yet another thing,what was going to happen between them was not
going to be love but pure,unpredictable,wild sex...Love was gone with the wind!
They stood up and went upstairs to their bedroom.They got off their
clothes,still without one word to say.And then he threw her at the bed and began
to treat her harshly with his body,and when he entered her he was like a wild
beast,perhaps the wildest beast there ever was.She was no less active and
treated every piece of his body like a rose just woken up to life in the sun's
rays.In fact the rays of the sun penitrated their bedroom via the wide window
with open,golden curtains.They perfectly filled each other and what a feeling
was it!! Heavens themselves were no match! Both of them became one! Two became
one! They danced a tango,the tango of sex,on their royal bed,then on the finely
carpetted floor,on the frame of the window,on the table in the corner,on a chair
behind it.Two dancers of sex,not love but sex!
And when it was finally over,they smiled to each other.They felt indeed friends.
-"Oh,Herman,why we never did it before?!"- Helene van Veenen
asked,feeling herself as if she were born again.
-"I could ask you the same question!"- Herman van Veenen
riposted,feeling refreshed as never before.
-"Will you continue to meet other women?"-Helene van Veenen asked
-"Nothing else binds us anymore but just wild sex!!"- He answered and
she understood perfectly.They got through a complete methamorphosis and were now
perhaps the most avangard couple in the world.They were indeed free to do
whatever they wanted to do,even to the point of having other partners in their
They went to the school in the afternoon.
-"Mom,dad! I'm so happy you came together to pick me up!"- Angie
greeted them enthusiastically and hanged on their necks.
To be continued…
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